Love and Loss
“Is it love or just infatuation that I came across a few days ago? Even with everything around me, I feel lonely. It’s difficult to stay focused when my emotions aren’t in check. She came into my life, talked to me about everything, and then left as if nothing had happened. I miss her so much. Maybe it’s because she’s beautiful on the outside, or maybe it’s because she’s beautiful inside and out. I never liked talking to people on the phone, but with her, it was different. We started with morning texts and ended our days with night talks. It’s been just a day since she left, but it feels like ages. I’m trying to engage in things that make me happy, but none of them seem to help right now. Maybe it was my karma paying off well, getting to know her, talk with her, and kiss her. I don’t know what to call it. It’s both beautiful and devastating. Tears are just waiting to come out, especially if anyone asks me about it. The effect of love is so beautiful yet so annihilating. She said ...